hi its me william suitcase and ive come to the realization that i genuinely might not like inanimate insanity anymore
i might be overreacting since the new episode just came out, and i just didnt enjoy it, but its still a really scary thought. i didnt feel the excitement i felt for past episodes when they came out. i dont know what changed.
ive been a superfan of ii for like 2 1/2 years now. i discovered it in 3rd grade, which was 2020, one of the most important and detrimental years of my life. the thought that i dont like a show that has been part of my identity for so long is terrifying to me.
if ii isnt my favorite object show, then who am i. is all my character development just going to dissapear? just like that? everything ive built up of myself, my writing skills especially, is that all just going to evaporate?
am i going to go back to the way i was before i completely and utterly fell in love with ii? thats probably the scariest thought of them all.
i dont think most of that will happen. atleast im pretty sure it wont.
its still heartbreaking to think that a show ive been so excited to watch grow and change with every coming episode since middle school is just. not interesting to me anymore. that shit grew alongside me.
technically. i never watched season 3 while it was still being released, i wasnt into ii at that time.
it all just feels so dull now. it doesnt excite me. it doesnt make my heart jump to know that a new episode just got released anymore.
and im gonna have to learn how to be okay with that fact. im gonna have to come to terms with the fact that inanimate insanity is just not my cup of tea anymore.
theres going to be a lot of change coming to me in the next couple of years. im starting high school for crying out loud.
i guess this is the first thing thats going to change.
im sure youve already guessed what my new favorite object show is going to be now. i mean, if i didnt tell you that ii was (used to be?) one of my favorite object shows in my first post, you probably wouldnt even know i liked inanimate insanity.
my favorite object show is hfjone.
JUST. hfjone.
sorry this post was a little melodramatic. its hard not to be when a big chunk of your personality is suddenly just. not you anymore.
thanks for reading this. i hope you enjoyed. ok bye.